Month: March 2009

DIY

Posted by – March 31, 2009

DIY

monday morning feeling russian circa 1950′s

Posted by – March 30, 2009

monday morning

the poet and the filmmaker

Posted by – March 28, 2009

poet and filmmaker

The poet puts his can of beer by the foot of the microphone stand and reads his poems at quick speed.
Later, in question time, when asked why he reads his poems – would he like someone else to read them?

he says: No, it has to be me reading my poems out. I need to hear the sound of my voice.

(He holds a different microphone and has a different beer, now in a bottle)

I sit/lie uncomfortably on a bean bag and pour the last drop of beer into my mouth and listen to him

and think: He demands it is his voice alone that must read his work..

I tiptoe on the line of industry which tends to like the separation of author and speaker and homemade filmmaker who lets herself write, direct and act.

to self: there is something a bit selfish in the idea of only I must read my words, but think of art and music, all the singer songwriters – no one accuses them of being selfish because they sing their own songs.
Or the painter who paints her own painting.

the film industry likes:
The writer (writer’s guild)
The director (director’s guild)
The producer (producer’s alliance)
The actor (actor’s guild)

(looking forward to drawing next one or two without words again – come back tomorrow or monday)

opening the discussion

Posted by – March 26, 2009

what is lesbian film?


but what is a lesbian film?
is it –
The moment of revelation
woman a: I love you
woman b: the feeling is mutual
The narrative drive all built to that moment of release
when, after heterosexual confusion, a woman comes to her senses??

(can it not be more than that?)

OR

The world as seen through the prism of lesbian experience.
- The world as it is – dyke view.

AND do all lesbians see the world the same way?

woman d: are we totally alike?
woman c: i’m not sure

I think we need more lesbian prisms.
But we should train ourselves to be tolerant
of each prism being unique
and hopefully unlike what you expected.

self portraits

Posted by – March 25, 2009

jean et francois

a little pause

Posted by – March 24, 2009

a moment

Lesbians in film and tv: Discuss

Posted by – March 23, 2009

lesbians in film and tv

our world

Posted by – March 22, 2009

our world and what they did

how to finance feature films

Posted by – March 20, 2009

financing feature films intro

a delicate attempt at blog contention

Posted by – March 18, 2009

writer-director filmmakers

First attempt at a blog that is in reference to something someone else wrote – and criticising it
(inner critic): say who it is
(me as little terrified boy) wearing a t-shirt with label – “Newbie to world of critical blogging” – (to self): Do I have to? Ok …ok..
(me outloud): John Patterson (Guardian Film Writer) – sometimes I love his angry comments about inane films and problems with the film industry..
So as a liker of a lot..I also equally don’t like what he said about writers who choose to direct..he doesn’t like it – he comes out with some anti writer/director cliches.
(angry internet aficionado): link link!
(inner critic): yawn, this is quite an over talked about issue in most blogs on film. Go ahead, keep writing your scripts that you want to direct.
Be an auteur – we all know you want to be…it’s fine.
(me) in new t-shirt with label – “Don’t know why I”ve drawn myself like this today!” : OK I won’t say anything.

But was John talking about people who want to write/direct as part of the art (yes I’m using that word) of making film/tv whatever.
Or was John saying it’s an ego thing – separate the person who writes on paper from the person who writes with film.
Oh John, indeed – the idea of the camera stylo, the auteur, the art not always the big business…It can be film industry too…

(inner critic): That’s enough now. Just stop.